I now understand that love is more than a feeling. It is more than the butterflies in your tummy when he's around. It is more than the nights that you can sleep thinking about him, more than the  excitement you could feel when you're celebrating monthsaries. It is more than that. Deeper than that. 

If anything could comprehend the feelings you have, you'd rather have pioneer mixer than to have nothing at all. 
Im with the busiest schedule for this week but I shouldn't miss to look for bose accessories in the world wide web. I  am thinking if I can have a copy this week. Yehey!!  

2015-Ender

2015 will end in 3 days. 2015 has been the busiest year of my life. I wasn't able to complete my 15 books for 2015. I've been busy with work and with my lovelife. But I still have time to look for flute to give to someone special
You can not define a day a bad day. It was tough maybe, but you can still change how you see it. 


I've been writing stuffs about guitar center and you might think what's going on in my mind.If I could only explain why, I would. But Im still thankful anyway that there are still readers in this blog. There's another whirlwind cables that you can see yourself how it operates. 

Okay. Back to tough day. I had a tough day yesterday. But Im feeling good now. 

It's Him

I finally confessed to him that from the very beginning, when I have to write about music instrument, I've been thinking about him. Ahhh. Aside from writing blogs about him, I would also like to write a song for him. I am thinking if he could like to consider checking out  viola buying guide

Qik or It Didn’t Happen!

I could not even forget how we started to be close. Me, as his bully friend, and he, as my male version. He is one of the persons I trust, when I am talking to him, I know I am very true to myself and I dont have to pretend to be somebody else.


From talking online once a week,  by all means, turns to talking everyday. We talked about everything. From our daily grateful experiences to our "little rants". Our faith, our talents, our interests, foods we can not eat, our bucket-lists, our wildest dreams, our celebrity look-alike and even our  dream dates. I've never been so transparent to any guy friend other than him.


Since we are both working in different areas and we only have weekends to meet, and ofcourse we can not stop talking, we  have all messaging applications. Name it. We have it all installed on our smart phones.  As far as I remember, the very first app that we installed is the skype And he  still keeping the screenshot of his first message:

I know he misses me  a lot more now :P

As the time goes by, and as technology continues to improve and offers new messaging application, we discovered the Skype Qik

It  is a quick video messaging/communication app that allows you to exchange instant and quick video messages for free. It enables you to capture videos that are up to 40 seconds long, and and send them to group of friends. Skype Qik is available on iPhone, Android, and Windows phones. More about Skype Qik here: http://www.skype.com/en/qik/


I was excited to introduced this app to him, and I sometimes  get annoyed with his random messages. (Just Kidding)




A Hand to Hold



Have you ever felt like you want to give up and be in a far place so you could escape everything and everyone? I just have the same feeling.  It feels like giving up is easier than fighting. It feels like hiding is the best escape to the problem. But we both know, it doesn't help at all.

This is the season of my life where I could feel the pressure underneath. I had a hard time sleeping at night peacefully. I fell asleep crying. I cried mercy and favor to God. I’m asking God to take me away from this situation. But I was rebuked by the thoughts that I have. Didn't Jesus tell us to take heart? He has overcome the world. Didn't the Lord promise that He will never leave us not forsake us? Didn't the Lord plan to prosper us and not to harm us? How could we feel so powerless and hopeless? I appreciate how Apostle Paul answered this. (As if He’s talking to me when he said it.) We felt like we were doomed to die and saw how powerless we were to help ourselves, but that was good, for then we put everything into the hands of God, who alone could save us. (2 Corinthians 1:9 LB)

This painful season is also the season where I depend of God and not on anything else.

When nobody cares, I know God does.  (1 Peter 5:17)


Cry Unto God

Scripture:

But when they cried out for the Lord, He raised for them a deliverer. 
            Judges 3:9

Observation:
Disobedient. One of the characters that describe Israelites. They love God so much yet after a little while they forgot God and return to their evil ways. They are in the cycle of believing in God, obeying Him, Doing evil things in the eyes of the Lord, Defeated by the enemies, Cried out to God, God answered, They experienced victory. And most of the time, we're like them. Its easy for us to forget what God has done for us, and do things for ourselves. But the God news, God, is a merciful and loving God. Hears our cries. He answers us and continue to love us unconditionally.

Application:
We couldn't have waited for defeat to cry unto God. Let's call His Name and Worship His Holiness everytime. Check  martin d-28

Prayer:
Use me Oh Lord of Mercy to show your great compassion to your people. As you are slow to anger, help me Lord to become like you, loving, patient, understanding. Use me so I can glorify your sweet name. Thank you Jesus for your unending love. In Jesus Name! Amen

Read: Judges 1 - 2

Empty

It's Prayer and Fasting again, as I remind myself to write for my faithgoals for 2015 before the year ends, I was amazed on how God moved, answered, and blessed my prayers for 2014. There were blessing that wasn't part of my faithgoals for 2014 and Im thankful for all those things.


For this year, I have summarized my faithgoals in three things: 
  1. To know God more and to dwell to his presence
  2. To spend more time in my family and bless them
  3. To  grow as a person in areas on my finances, career, spirituality, and character. 

With other faithgoals, I leave it to God. 


Mentors for 2014



I would like to imitate these people. They've influenced to become the person I am this 2014.