Saturday, March 31, 2012
Would you believe that I still keep my journal? I started using this way back 2004. And so glad that I still have time to write on it. I'm not consistent it writing in my journal, I just usually write here when I don't have someone to talk to, when I can no longer contain my feelings and most of all, when I feel so sad that I don't want anybody to know it. I thought I wasn't good enough in keeping my feelings, but as I read my journal entry for the passed years, I realized I wrote things there that I never shared to anyone.
That journal is full of rants, agony, and prayers. And names of boys that made me *kilig during high school and college days. Hahaha.
Friday, March 30, 2012
"I dont feel comfortable leaving a friend behind sorry if i made u feel bad about it.... gusto lng naman kasi kita cyempre palagi kasama eh"
OK. My last conversation with my officemate made me cry. To be honest, she's a blessing to me. She came the moment I asked God for a friend with the same belief as mine. She came the moment I asked God for a friend. A true friend in the office. Just to explain myself. I am not that snob, I actually consider myself friendly. But I really too picky with the friends I get along with. I am to choosy when it comes to friends I laugh with. And there she goes. Lets say--she's that perfect package for me.
See, who would be not proud to have a friend like her? Pretty face with a humble attitude. Friend who never ever leave me those times I felt so empty. She's an angel in disguise. But I feel so selfish when some of our officemates are asking her to join their lunch but she's not coming because she doesn't want to leave me behind. I feel so pathetic that she's settle with me, instead of enjoying some of our officemate's company. And it makes me hate myself. But still, Im thankful. She choose to stay with me not because she feels I can not stand alone, but she stays because I'm a friend. I need to remind myself that she's a blessing, therefore. I shouldn't push her away, but embrace the moments that we are going to spend together.
I am sorry. I always act weird
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in 2009.
7. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
8. Sleep for 7 hours.
9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.
Personality:
10. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
11. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
12. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
13. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
14. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
15. Dream more while you are awake.
16. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
17. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
18. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
19. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
20. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
21. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
22. Smile and laugh more.
23. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
Society:
24. Call your family often.
25. Each day give something good to others.
26. Forgive everyone for everything.
27. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
28. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
Life:
31. Do the right thing!
32. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
33. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
35. The best is yet to come.
36. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.
Rules are sometimes really hard to follow. They say, rules are meant to be broken, but how about obeying God? How about obeying His teachings? Do we have a heart which obeys without asking? Or we have a heart which complain first?
John 14:23
Jesus replied, “Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them.
Obey God. Obey Him. He knows what best for you
"I always pray, I thought, I was saved by that, but I was wrong. I have known the truth. I always do what isn't right. I ask for forgiveness, on Sunday, but from Monday to Saturday, I do the same sin"
What a powerful word. This made PacMan really a winner. Being saved by God.
Romans 15:4
New International Version (NIV)
For everything that was written in the past was written to teach us, so that through the endurance taught in the Scriptures and the encouragement they provide we might have hope.
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
For the person who keeps on proving me that friendship inside the computer can be brought out in real world,
Happy Birthday!!! This is your second birthday with the existence your so-called "Mahja"
Do you still remember this?
Thank you for believing me that I am beautiful. Well. If I have to define who real friend is, it would be someone who will beLIEve in me of course. Hahah. And thank you. I am so thankful that you are that someone who will always accompany me in so far far far away places hahaha. I appreciate you Layosa! Those times. Those craziest times. I won't forget that. I can not promise that I can be your forever tropa. You know, sometimes, people break their promises. But Dear, I will always be true to you. And thank you for staying and loving me despite of my inconsistency in everything. And another thanks for being fan of our love story before. Just want to tell you, of all people, I really really brought my gifts for you two months before the said occasions. hahah. You know, you're special.
My wish for you. *naks Celebrity? Long live!!!!!! Long Live!!!!! I will always pray for you. Alabyu
Yours truly,
Mahj Mahal
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Happy Birthday mama, I wanna thank you for showing me that you're strong, it inspires me a lot. I know there are times that I made you cry, and it breaks my heart. I feel so sorry every time I caused you pain. I love you ma! I guess GOD really intend to separate us so I can appreciate you more. You know I miss you. I missed the times you're calling me Margarita, I missed the times you're yelling at me because I didn't obey you. I missed the times we used to do the household chores together. I missed the times you keep on reminding me that love can wait, and how I miss you when there was a time that I really want to give up because of the pain I experienced, but then I realized, who am I to give up on that kind of pain? You didn't even give me up when you're all alone raising me, you didn't give up sending me in the school, you didn't give up on me those times I cried because I didn't want to do the Alphabet anymore, you didn't give me up. You never did. I know you had pain much more I experience, so who am I to easily give up on anything? I really admire that you still choose to smile despite of pain caused of your past. I admire you that you still choose to give despite of the fact that you didn't get anything in return. I admire you that you still choose to love despite of all the those heartaches haha.
I will imitate you when I have my own family. I will imitate you kindness and your sense of responsibility. I feel so proud of you. Though there are times that I hate you for being so hard-headed. You're not listening to me :) Saying thank you won't be enough to give back all the things you've done for me, to us. But I really pray to GOD every thing for you. Your happiness, and contentment. I know being a mother is not really really easy task for you, knowing you're all alone sending us to school, and giving us what we need, but still, you're trying to give us the best. And ma, for us, no one can replace you.
This separation makes us long for you more, makes us love you more.
See? Cindy and I grew up beautiful, Jerome is now taller than me. This picture reminds me that as we grow older, your hair is turning gray, your age is out of the calendar, you're growing old too mama. I always pray for your joy everyday. And I can't wait for the day that we will go to church and serve God together. Ma, Mabuhay!! We are so proud of you
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Synopsis:
The Hunger Games trilogy takes place in an unidentified future time period after the destruction of North America, in a nation known as “Panem.” Panem used to consist of a rich Capitol, located somewhere in the Rocky Mountains, and thirteen surrounding, poorer districts which cater to the Capitol’s needs. As punishment for a previous rebellion against the Capitol wherein the thirteenth district was supposedly destroyed, every year one boy and one girl from each of the remaining twelve districts, between the ages of twelve and eighteen, are selected by lottery and forced to participate in the “Hunger Games.” The Games are a televised event where the participants, called “tributes,” must fight to the death in a dangerous outdoor arena until only one remains. The winning tribute and his/her corresponding district is then rewarded handsomely. It is required viewing for everyone in the districts.
The Movie:
It is really a good movie. Everything is unpredictable ( I can not predict what will happen since I do not read the book yet ) Actors are good. Everything in the movie is good. Except for the fight scene against the tributes.
Lessons I got:
The courage. Family is the source of our strength. We got more courage when we are inspired by our family. We are willing to sacrifice for their own benefits.
The pain. Pain actually motivates us to keep on going, to finish the game. The more we get hurt, the more we are motivated to be strong.
The Love. Love is the primary reason why we choose to be brave, to endure the pain, to finish everything we started.
Ratings
5 stars.
I do not recommend this to young children. Fight scene is too harsh.
Friday, March 23, 2012
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Him: Why we are just friends? I love you. Why can't we take one more step?
Her: I am just your friend.
Him: You like me?
Her: I like you. You like a brother to me.
Him: Why can't be together?
Her: We are together. Aren't we? We are doing things together. We're going out together. I have known you more than anyone else. You knew me. I am with you when you need me. I have always been with you. We are together.
Him: Why can't we be lovers?
Her: Because we are super friends. Only friendship could make our relationship last.
The blog below isn't my original post. Just re-posting it so others can read it here.
“Dude, we’re just friends,” said the defensive 20-something sitting across from me.
“It sure doesn’t look like a friendship to me or anyone else,” I said.
“So I enjoy female companionship,” he said. “It doesn’t mean we have to date each other.”
“Come on, man,” I said. “You are dating her — minus any sign of commitment from you. She’s your friendgirl, whether you want to admit it or not.”
He barely suppressed a smile, because he knew. He knew she really liked him; he knew he wasn’t really interested in her; he knew she was just a placeholder — and unfortunately, their dysfunctional relationship wasn’t rare.
He’s like so many young men who are “just friends” with single, young women who believe the relationship might actually be going somewhere. At best, these guys are unwittingly part of a relationship that deceptively looks like a good deal for both parties. At worst, they’re willfully blind to the ways they feed a relationship that largely just benefits them.
If you’re one of these guys, it’s time for a wake-up call. It’s time to recognize that there’s something more important at stake here than your convenient relationship with your friendgirl. What’s at stake is her heart.
And her heart is vulnerable. Part of the reason it’s vulnerable is that she’s uniquely, beautifully female; and another reason is that culturally, she’s expected to wait for a man to initiate. As her patience grows thin, she’s more susceptible to believing a man is pursuing her when all he really wants is a friendgirl to stroke his affirmation-starved ego.
Men, this is not cool. And if you’re one of those guys who is passively encouraging a single woman to waste her time on you when you’re not romantically interested, then it’s time for one of the most important breakups of your life.
Got a Friendgirl?
Perhaps you’re uncertain whether your long-term, super-close female friend is a friendgirl. Read through the list below and see if any of it sounds familiar.
You might have a friendgirl if you’re friends with a woman you never intend to marry and . . .
- You know she’s interested, but you figure that as long as you don’t kiss her, she will understand that the relationship is platonic.
- People ask if you’re dating her, and you act surprised every time.
- You’ve had to sheepishly explain that she’s “like a sister” to you.
- You think that defining the relationship means passively aggressively hinting that you’re not into her.
- When she calls you, you hang out with her if it’s convenient.
- When you call her, she drops everything to be with you.
- You justify continuing to hang out with her — despite being uninterested — because, well, you never know, maybe an attraction will eventually develop.
Does any of this sound uncomfortably familiar, men? Well, imagine how she feels reading it (that matters to you, right?).
What You’re Doing to Her
“Hold on,” you say, “I admit I don’t like her like that, but she knows it.” Right. You really think a woman in her right mind would make this kind of investment so that one day — if she’s lucky — she will get to serve punch at your wedding? Give me a break.
Guys, heads up: Your friendgirl thinks (or hopes) something might be going on between the two of you. She actually believes a great guy like you wouldn’t hang out with her, share his deepest feelings and kinda-sorta flirt with her unless there was some chance of a relationship. At the same time, she’s confused. Though you’re perfectly comfortable being emotionally intimate with her, you physically interact with her like she’s your kid sister.
Essentially, you’re doing just enough to string her along, which provides you with a benefit that any man can appreciate: being liked by a woman. Although you never truly reciprocate, she takes what you give; because in a desert with too few bachelors showing interest in her, drinking saltwater feels like a treat — most of the time.
There are other times when it hurts, like when you send signals that — to any reasonable woman — indicate interest, but then you go on about the (other) woman you hope to marry one day. And ultimately, what will hurt more than anything is when your so-called friendship dissolves shortly after you meet the woman you really want.
It’s easy to disclaim responsibility for your friendgirl’s decision to keep pining after you when you never explicitly said you were interested. Well, at least take responsibility for the fact that you enjoy the benefit of being in a culture where women are still expected to wait for you to initiate. And then consider that maybe — just maybe — she might think that’s exactly what you’re doing when you regularly offer the kind of emotional intimacy normally reserved for a love interest.
Beyond Lame
Brother, if you’re really interested in your friendgirl, then pursue her. Stop halfway dating her, start opening her door and clearly define the relationship for what it is. If things work out between the two of you, great. You’ll be one of those rare couples who truly began as friends, got married and thereafter convinced hopeless romantics everywhere that it really is possible for friendship to come first.
But if you’re not ready to pursue your friendgirl — after all this time — then kindly tell her you don’t see the relationship going beyond friendship and apologize if you’ve done anything to give that impression. To the degree you’ve been more emotionally intimate with her, she will rightfully feel more betrayed and misled by you. And at that point, the relationship will probably fall apart, and both of you will move on instead of spending years in an ambiguous, non-starter relationship.
When the quasi-friendship ends, as these kinds of relationships usually do, it will be painful, heartbreaking stuff — you know, kind of like a breakup. At that point, if there was any doubt in your mind whether the relationship was something more than a friendship, the drama of its demise will clear that up. And hopefully, you’ll start treating women as sisters — physically andemotionally — until you meet a woman you like enough to treat as a prospective wife.
There’s a third option: You could ignore this advice and continue unofficially dating your friendgirl. But before you do that, let me make one more plea. Song of Solomon contains an oft-quoted verse that says, “I charge you, O daughters of Jerusalem, that you not stir up or awaken love until it pleases” (Song of Solomon 8:4). This verse is often used to admonish single women not to prematurely commit themselves romantically. I want to use it to admonish you.
Please understand that there is nothing that will “stir up or awaken love” in a woman’s heart like emotional intimacy and spending time together. And it’s the little things that open her heart — the two-hour phone conversation, the Sunday afternoon movie, burgers at your favorite dive, riding to church together — whatever it is, moment by moment, you’re drawing her in.
And although I know it’s delightful to receive this kind of attention, please recognize this: It’s more than her attention you’re getting — it’s her love. And, brother, if all you’re ready to give her is the privilege of being your favorite gal pal, I’m sorry, but you don’t deserve it, and believe me, she deserves better.
Copyright 2012 Joshua Rogers. All rights reserved. This article was published on Boundless.org on January 11, 2012.
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Today's expectation
- wont go in the office
- attend the Youth Service
- watch PyroLympics at MOA with churchmate
Reality
- didn't go in the office
- attended Church Youth Service
- went in the near SM. Sat inside the Mcdonalds. Looked for other fast food to eat. Ate at Mang Inasal with churchmates
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deciding if we will eat at Mcdo or what
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Anyways, I had fun. I guess the last time I attended the Youth Service was two years ago. I thought I was old enough to attend that but I was really wrong. I learned from the preaching of how to priorotize GOD and to love him more. I also enjoyed hanging out with my girl churchmates.
Friday, March 16, 2012
No. Im just kidding.
Having a new bible is actually included in my christmas wish list last year. And I guess early this year, I bought my bible. I had my first bible when I was in first year college. Bible is an investment as a follower of God. Since Im still young that time, I bought contemporary English version. So back with my new bible. This is what my bible looks like.
I love my it. But I'm giving it away to my bestfriend, Tame. I'd love to do it. She's leaving and I want her to use my bible everyday. I really appreciate how God moves in our friendship. This is a second hand bible but I believe she also love receiving this. I pray that through my bible, she'd encounter God more
March 11,2012
I received an email from Nuffnang that they are conducting a promo to win two tickets of Hunger Games Movie Screening. It didn't get my attention. There's a lot of nuffnangers out there who is greater blogger than me. I wont win that ticket.
March 12, 2012
When I open my blog I saw in dashboard a nuffnanger blogged about the promo. Just to try my luck, I did a blog entry. ( ok I know my entry wasn't that good )The promo has an instruction that entries could only be submitted on March 12, 2012 at 12noon onwards. So That's what I did. Wait for 12 and submitted my entry.
The Movie.
I have a reservation for Hunger Games Meet up on Trinoma which is organized by the Tumblrista's. I want to watched the movie with them, but unfortunately, deadline for payment is on March 19. And by that date, I couldn't make a payment. So with so much faith. ( Yes I pray for it ) I claim that Im gonna win the Nuffnang's Promo.
The invitation.
I have waited for the 12:00 noon today. Because today is the announcement of the winners. And yees I won!! *So insert my reaction here when I saw my name. I said a loud OWWWEEEEMGEEE.* I actually don't expect it. I pray for it. Yes. But there's a lot of bloggers who blog better than me ( OK I just repeat what I said) So, in thousands I guess who participate, I am included in the winners. Oh! Its a great blessing for me.
I received an email from Nuffnang that they are conducting a promo to win two tickets of Hunger Games Movie Screening. It didn't get my attention. There's a lot of nuffnangers out there who is greater blogger than me. I wont win that ticket.
March 12, 2012
When I open my blog I saw in dashboard a nuffnanger blogged about the promo. Just to try my luck, I did a blog entry. ( ok I know my entry wasn't that good )The promo has an instruction that entries could only be submitted on March 12, 2012 at 12noon onwards. So That's what I did. Wait for 12 and submitted my entry.
The Movie.
I have a reservation for Hunger Games Meet up on Trinoma which is organized by the Tumblrista's. I want to watched the movie with them, but unfortunately, deadline for payment is on March 19. And by that date, I couldn't make a payment. So with so much faith. ( Yes I pray for it ) I claim that Im gonna win the Nuffnang's Promo.
The invitation.
I have waited for the 12:00 noon today. Because today is the announcement of the winners. And yees I won!! *So insert my reaction here when I saw my name. I said a loud OWWWEEEEMGEEE.* I actually don't expect it. I pray for it. Yes. But there's a lot of bloggers who blog better than me ( OK I just repeat what I said) So, in thousands I guess who participate, I am included in the winners. Oh! Its a great blessing for me.
so how did I win? I blog. I pray. And I pray.
Thank you Nuffnang!! This is an early summer gift
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Listen up, ladies. If you're out there wanting to land a man for keeps, set your boundaries.
First, don't let any man treat you like you're his girlfriend unless he's made things explicitly clear. If you're wondering whether you're on or not, then probably, you're not!
Next, don't let him hold your hand, put his arm around you or kiss you affectionately ( even on cheek ) unless he's committed to you.
Third, don't let him have things for free. Your time and company are valuable. If he wants you to available everytime he wants, then he should understand that that role is played by a girlfriend, which he cant get unless hes willling to pay the price.
Now a word to the men. Please be mindful thet when you give preferential treatment to a girl that you're not particularly pursuing, it sends a different signal to woman, especially if she's attracted to you. Understand that when you often call a girl or ask her out exclusively even when you have no romantic intentions, your action speak louder than words. If you dint have any intentions of courting a girl, then don't paly with her heart. Set your oundaries too, so that you dont unknowingly mislead a girl into thinking that youlike hwen you dont.
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This is part of the book I've read; Oh God Im still single by Rissa Singson-Kawpeng. I love how she expained the Do's and Don'ts of a single woman.
First, don't let any man treat you like you're his girlfriend unless he's made things explicitly clear. If you're wondering whether you're on or not, then probably, you're not!
Next, don't let him hold your hand, put his arm around you or kiss you affectionately ( even on cheek ) unless he's committed to you.
Third, don't let him have things for free. Your time and company are valuable. If he wants you to available everytime he wants, then he should understand that that role is played by a girlfriend, which he cant get unless hes willling to pay the price.
Now a word to the men. Please be mindful thet when you give preferential treatment to a girl that you're not particularly pursuing, it sends a different signal to woman, especially if she's attracted to you. Understand that when you often call a girl or ask her out exclusively even when you have no romantic intentions, your action speak louder than words. If you dint have any intentions of courting a girl, then don't paly with her heart. Set your oundaries too, so that you dont unknowingly mislead a girl into thinking that youlike hwen you dont.
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This is part of the book I've read; Oh God Im still single by Rissa Singson-Kawpeng. I love how she expained the Do's and Don'ts of a single woman.
Monday, March 12, 2012
My ideal Nuffnang summer is…
To meet my fellow nuffnangers. I haven't joined their get together yet so I really really make myself available if there will be any summer activities this year.
If Nuffnang will hold a summer get a way in a beach, there are two products that can be used by the nuffnangers. There's Banana Boat Sunscreen which will cover and protect you from the ultraviolet sun rays, which damage the skin. And before you go to the beach
better better use Schick. It's a products go beyond just removing hair to actually caring for your skin so you feel relaxed and refreshed.
Summer. It is more fun to spend with Nuffnang
Thursday, March 8, 2012
Millions are using facebook. Facebook at first was really interesting. It features applications like no other social networking sites did. But some changes in facebook brings complication in its users. Including timeline.
The only good things about time line is its cover photo. But the rest is a total mess. So while I'm browsing my tumblr I saw how to disable the facebook time line.
https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/dnedfaenfnkikficknkklbdedlecmpgc?hl=en-US
The link above is the google extension that will help you to disable your timeline. You just need to install it to your google browser and presto. No more timeline for your facebook. But the only problem here is that, you're the only one who can see that your timeline is gone but your friends will remain to see it.
The only good things about time line is its cover photo. But the rest is a total mess. So while I'm browsing my tumblr I saw how to disable the facebook time line.
https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/dnedfaenfnkikficknkklbdedlecmpgc?hl=en-US
The link above is the google extension that will help you to disable your timeline. You just need to install it to your google browser and presto. No more timeline for your facebook. But the only problem here is that, you're the only one who can see that your timeline is gone but your friends will remain to see it.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
They call it the “Quarter-life Crisis”. It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn’t know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren’t exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.
What you don’t recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren’t really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job… and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn’t. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.
Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can’t meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren’t a bad person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself… and while winning the race would be great, right now you’d just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.
And, on a final note:
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend.. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back…
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren’t exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.
What you don’t recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren’t really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job… and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn’t. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.
Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can’t meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren’t a bad person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself… and while winning the race would be great, right now you’d just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.
And, on a final note:
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend.. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back…
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I did not write this one. It isn't my original post. Someone sent it to me and I love it sharing to others.
Monday, March 5, 2012
I did the love language meter and the results didn't surprise me
Words of Affirmation
Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten.
Words of Affirmation is my primary love language. Hearing affirmation from others really inspires me, that is why when they say something against me, I got affected.
Friday, March 2, 2012
And because I am watching movies for free, I am entitled to do a movie review. I know it was too late to recommend the movie, but people. The vow is really great. It is still showing nationwide in its 3rd week.
Synopsis: A story of a newly wed who encountered a car accident which results for the wife ( Rachel McAdams ) lost her memory and her husband ( Channing Tatum) choose to stay with her no matter what.
Paige: I vow to help you love life to always hold you with tenderness and to have the patience that love demands. To speak when words are needed and to share the silence when they’re not, and to live within the warmth of your heart — and always call it home.
Leo: I vow to seriously love you, in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love.
Love requires a lot of patience:
- Things happen if it is really meant to be. Paige and Leo signed a divorce paper but they end up with each other.
- Loving someone means understanding them more.
- And love means waiting. Leo didn't give up Paige. He remains at Paige side until Paige realize she wants to be with Leo again.
Movie is great, plus good actors and actress, awesome sound track. thumbs up.
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