But now that you're grown up, have you ever felt like playing the hide and seek? I mean, you're trying to hide to any of your friends, be alone and seek you own self?
You cant just pushed away you friends, your family, just because you want silence and peace of mind. Remember they're the one who can pray for you and remain to be on your side no matter what. But, if you're just making an excuse that you need sometime to be alone, that you need to find yourself, you will end finding none. What the bible says about finding yourself is that “If your first concern is to look after yourself, you’ll never find yourself. But if you forget about yourself and look to me, you’ll find both yourself and me.” (Matthew 10:39 MSG)
It's not bad to be alone. But your purpose of being alone must be seeking God and finding rest in Him.